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It's very hot today. About 36 degrees Celsius. I'm on the train to Tel-aviv. Will anyone read me in fifty years from now or are these just narcissistic and unrealistic thoughts?
Today I cooked in the morning and made a salads. I washed the dishes and arranged the living room. About a hour and twenty minutes of household work/fitness. Yesterday I was scared to lose the joy and ability to chore those household/fitness work - because I told my friend and you in this blog. Do you know this feeling? Being proud about something you have achieved makes you lose it?
Ah. Life is complicated.
I'll continue anyway. Why suffering now?
The train is still too hot. A religious man led me to the first floor of the train. It's better.
Why do I go to Tel-Aviv? To continue checking about the possibility of a PHD. I already have one, but it is not recognized in my country. Too bad. The need to belong and to think attracts me, as well as the unpleasant but true need to promote myself.
Too egoistic, but still - a need.
I will stop here. Don't want to bore you. I'll attach a few pictures of this hot and advanture-like day.
See you pals, have a nice day (or night),
Rachel
And just to not cut my writing too fast I will try to summarize a sentence:
Try new things. Though the weather is harsh and you are ambivalent - start.
This sentence is not, of course a personal clinical advice, or a substitute to a close clinical professional diagnosis or consultation.
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